Hi my angels,
I'm just chillin' at my sofa right now feeling totally tired, because I did a little workout lmao. I started working out on a regular basis again some days ago and all my muscles hurt so baaaad. I really don't wanna move all day. Buuut: Emilya is coming back from Berlin today and I really wanna see her so I guess I have to leave the house.
Tbh I feel a bit exhausted at all at the moment. I did a shooting like everyday of the last week and Instagram is still making me feel bad on some days. I hate putting effort in my work and get the feeling, that nobody is really appreciating it. I'm also not happy with the look of my pictures and Instagram feed at the moment. I don't have any new good ideas and I feel like it's all boring and the same.
So if you have ANY wishes or ideas on what you want to see on Instagram & LLIAP blog let me please know, because I'm stuck in a hole right now. Maybe I should do something like a "creative break", but on the other hand I have the fear of standing still why everyone else around me is going straight forward. I hate about me that I see almost everything as a damn competition and I can not change this. Yes, I know I'm a crybaby but I really don't feel good about my internetlife atm - let's see what future brings. Keep ya heads up!
P.S. I'm feeling so grateful HBX women supplied me with all these super cool items you can see in this posting. You guys have no idea for how long I wanted to get these Eytys Angel shoes! But I have to tell you, these shoes are super f****** heavy, not comparable to Buffalo Classics. I feel some serious firefighter vibes wearing these haha. Btw the PVC Bag you have all been asking for on Instagram is a shopper from HBX, you get them for free when you buy stuff at their webstore. Klick here, to visit HBX.
WHAT I'M WEARING:
HELMUT LANG LOGO BABY SHORT SLEEVE TEE (click to shop)
all photos by Fabio Rizetto